Hubris and Nemesis.

am sitting in my chair this moody afternoon with nothing to do but trying to recollect my past thoughts..i am completely and utterly bored even so to the extent where i cant reach the mouse to search for a new song..its funny that when you have nothing to do you tend to think about the lesser things in life..
people work,run,shout,scream and lose themselves into the oblivion..todays modern society..but they like it..or they like to think they like it..its a universe where the stress of work and everyday life riddens them from their logic and issues a bitter,cold,sad soundtrack that they just ignore..
is it when your depressed that you really enjoy your favorite songs?
what came first says j.cusack..the music or the misery..
what became the social creauture that we call human?
has society with its roles and rules conducted the behavior of the social being..or have we created society with our free thinking and behavior?
how about the chicken and the egg?
what came first..did i listen to rock music beacuse i was miserable..or was i miserable because i listened to rock music?
i havent stopped listening so i guess its both.