lie.

....I,however can never go there.
I can never escape this world.
I can never see you again.
This is not goodbye.Its just the start of your journey.
He speaks his final words to her.
We'll meet again.
His final lie to her.

Adore.

I hate feeling like this
Am alone and tired of this
I sleep the days and all I dream about is waking up to you.
Your touch i miss and plead for the pain to go.
And the more I hide I realize I'm slowly losing you.


dedicated to Alch.

10 months gone.

wake up and hear the buzzes..
soft music glancing through the window..
its this day ive never imagined..
lazy eyes that sparkle..
see the feathers rush..
its in dream..i never thought id see your face..
and the mist shall fade away..
all shall fade away..

going to california..