sunburn.

am i really that strong..to carry on..
to change my life..could you save me..
that feeling that i get for a moment or two...
terrorizes me.. it stings my mind..
a sound from a thousand birds..
i wake up from the cold..
when i am alone..
ashamed to take me outside..
but the sky is bright when i step up..
it doesn't fail my expectations..
its far away from me.. to catch..
through back alleys and closed doors..
jumping on emotions and falling into grass..
laying on the ground just to watch the sun...
i am alone and home..

and sunburns all over me.